Sorry I haven't been updating this, I kinda forgot about it after I had to go away for a few days, and I was feeling pretty good.

But now I'm not, and before when I was writing in this, it made me feel better, and gave me a coop. Soooooo I come crawling back.

I feel really shitty. I've almost cried a few times. My mother told me not too tell anyone, but i'll still write this in my journal.











We lost.
I miss my brother.....